So I was wondering.. what do you do when you have nowhere left to turn and no space that is your own to do and say whats in your head and heart, what do you do? When you're so full of hurt and unhappiness and there is nowhere safe left for you to explore those feelings without fear of intrusion and recrimination , what do you do? When the only person you wish to have a conversation with is yourself? When the only person who has the real answers is you and the only opinion that counts is your own and the decisions need to be made by no-one but you?

I am Violated and censored. Another part of me has been taken. There is nowhere to explore my truth- to try find it. Nowhere to just be me. Again.

Here too..again ... I censor myself. Dont say that its a pattern that repeats. Don't say that losing that space that was mine to grow and explore in destroys ME ..again.